I know it's been a month now and it should be easy. The first day was definitely not the easiest day for me. But after a month, you would think that dropping my daughter off at school for two and a half hours would be easy for me. But it isn't. I'm going to be honest. It is one of the hardest things I go through every single time I drop her off. It breaks my heart to have her push me away and say bye momma. That's what she did today. She saw her teacher walk up and she pushed me away and said bye momma, bye momma, bye bye. I got a quick hug and kiss and I love you from her and then I walked away and every so often I would look behind me to see her.
It hurts though. I know it's for her best interest to be in school, with her peers, and learning. But it still hurts to say bye for a little while. I don't know why but her going to daycare for nine hours a day wasn't as hard as her going to school for two and a half hours.
I cry once I get my son and I in the car. I cry a little bit and then I start the short journey to go home.
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