Maybe just a little bit crazy I am. I think I am the only mother out there who misses their child the moment you don't see them. Am I weird for missing my daughter after I drop her off?
On the first day of school, it was so hard for me, especially, to say bye to her for a couple of hours. The second day it was really difficult for either of us to say goodbye. Now she says goodbye easier than I do. I still get teary eyed when I sit in the car waiting to leave the parking lot. Then I come home and I see the toys she left behind before she went to school and I get even more teary eyed.
I think I am too sensitive to her. But she is my little girl and she will always be my little girl. I love that girl to no end. I would do absolutely anything for her. My son, too, but it's different when it is a girl, I suppose. But the bond between a mother and her son is pretty intense, too. However, right now, he is at the stage where he is biting me or hitting me or scratching me. It's not fun when I am changing his diaper and he's clawing at me to stop wiping him. And then when I put the diaper on his bum, he scoots up so the diaper falls off.
I know in time this phase will end and he will be my little loving boy. I honestly can't wait for that moment because I don't know how much more I can handle of him biting my stomach, my shoulder, or any other part of my body.
I am trying to figure out how to make bed time more easier for me at night. At night, my husband puts our daughter to bed by reading to her and I put our son to bed. But it's not easy putting him to bed because he's so hyper at night. Nap time comes easy but bed time takes forever for him to fall asleep. We even pushed bed time to one hour later to hopefully make it easier on us to put them to bed.
Well, it's time to clean before I pick her up. Until next time!
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